Do you know why I titled this entry as "Tears to Shed"? Because I cried this day and I can't even help it, reason is my super not cool uncle (I am not really sharing this site to my family because they might find out my secrets which I totally hate revealing to them.) didn't want me to use the internet and I start to think about my blogspot and what if Ma'am Jingle might get angry when I don't post? I hate him so much.
This Friday, we had a Journalism and Kuya Phillip gave me a test about "Copyreading Symbols" and other things involved in Journalism. I am little bit sad this day and I don't know why, I think the cause of my sadness is because I'm ill. Ma'am Jingle noticed my silence and she talked to me after Journalism. I became open to her, only her. I feel really comfortable with her than my family. God! Today was the worst day ever! For the past 12 years, I haven't cried once but I cried this time just because I don't know what to do with my blogspot if there is no internet for me or even go out and rent a computer on a computer shop.
I also hate Friday because; It is part of the weekends, last day of school days, and again, starting this day, I will be bored again! I have so many bad lucks this fifth day of July. So many things to do! I don't even know when to start.
Every weekends, I miss weekdays. It makes me sad when it comes to Friday. Although, I really need a rest because I have been so tired for the whole week. Talk about the practices, assignments, and the uncle that I hate. I will never ever reveal my secrets with my family because I don't feel comfortable with them, I don't even talk to much in the house. I only talk through writing... Please do understand that I am really a loner. I only became open to my friends and teachers.
Some parts of my insides are happy because I got to write this entry, I will mourn all day or even be angry to the world when I didn't got the chance to write this entry.
So, my uncle thinks that I'm disrespectful, really? He said I didn't answer him but I answered him and what makes that disrespectful. I have so many things that I hate about him. He is living here in the house for over 6 months, I think or more. He used to stay a little while here but the whole part of me is getting anxious why isn't he even leaving?
I guess this is the end of my very emotional entry. Why does evil even exist from the world? I imagine what world would be like when there is no evil only good deeds exists. I think life would be better that way... I wish the world would be a better place.
This Friday, we had a Journalism and Kuya Phillip gave me a test about "Copyreading Symbols" and other things involved in Journalism. I am little bit sad this day and I don't know why, I think the cause of my sadness is because I'm ill. Ma'am Jingle noticed my silence and she talked to me after Journalism. I became open to her, only her. I feel really comfortable with her than my family. God! Today was the worst day ever! For the past 12 years, I haven't cried once but I cried this time just because I don't know what to do with my blogspot if there is no internet for me or even go out and rent a computer on a computer shop.
I also hate Friday because; It is part of the weekends, last day of school days, and again, starting this day, I will be bored again! I have so many bad lucks this fifth day of July. So many things to do! I don't even know when to start.
Every weekends, I miss weekdays. It makes me sad when it comes to Friday. Although, I really need a rest because I have been so tired for the whole week. Talk about the practices, assignments, and the uncle that I hate. I will never ever reveal my secrets with my family because I don't feel comfortable with them, I don't even talk to much in the house. I only talk through writing... Please do understand that I am really a loner. I only became open to my friends and teachers.
Some parts of my insides are happy because I got to write this entry, I will mourn all day or even be angry to the world when I didn't got the chance to write this entry.
So, my uncle thinks that I'm disrespectful, really? He said I didn't answer him but I answered him and what makes that disrespectful. I have so many things that I hate about him. He is living here in the house for over 6 months, I think or more. He used to stay a little while here but the whole part of me is getting anxious why isn't he even leaving?
I guess this is the end of my very emotional entry. Why does evil even exist from the world? I imagine what world would be like when there is no evil only good deeds exists. I think life would be better that way... I wish the world would be a better place.
Gurl, you're telling me that a week is tiring, you should come 2 mnhs! Everyday we start at 7 and ends at 4 or 5 in the afternoon! But I think u'r right, the world is such a cruel place :(...2 live would be an awfully great adventure....
ReplyDeleteHey Lorry! Missed You! I wish I could be with you but bestie... I am a creative writer here, this is where I belong. I wouldn't trade my place here to someone else.I miss you so much, Lorraine! Please be in touch with me some times.
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