Hakdog

Just around last year of June (or July, not sure), I started going to college to one of the most prestigious universities in the Philippines; it's also the talk-of-the-town when it comes to incoming freshies. So far, life has been more complicated than it seems to be. One thing's for sure, though, I finally saw the light of hope in Manila.

It's been rough in the house, considering some thing's changed over the course of time; it got worse, there's not much to understand with the relatives anymore and I just couldn't take it to another extent. It's been no fun and just too limited for my liking, I'm in college and some people think that it's still alright to grip me ever so tightly just because of the environment I'm growing accustomed of. My struggles were turned down and my mother didn't even took the time to swallow a piece of the pain I've been holding onto. She just asked why would I ever be mad at [redacted] (thinking about it, she was just too complacent.) Anyhoo, the decision for me to move out some time soon is already made up in my mind. 

Skipping to the time where I got the chance to meet other people, I finally had the courage to take part in an organization that surely helped me with my current stability and growing confidence. I met  a few people of diverse SOGIE and I couldn't be more hyped since I am slowly considering them a new home I can lean on (but, not yet.) Recently, we just successfully celebrated and conducted the fourth PUP Pride that the org put a lot of work on, and despite being exhausted the whole day, I get to go home with my partner. Ah, yes, my partner.

The highlight of this new milestone is this gal I met, she's not too much of a fancy being as she always liked to think of, but I found myself enamored over her talent, skills, features, and so much more. She's everything I could ever ask for--regardless of the past, I wish to be with her till the end. We did start off awkwardly, yet we gradually moved past some borders that were between us. Perhaps, this is also the reason why I am here before a screen and typing some filler for my blog. I'd like to impress her still, even if we're miles apart. She's practically my home--my living and breathing home.