No matter how much the pain causes scars to appear on my heart, I have something to be happy about but you know what they say "If you love her, you have to let her go." I believe in this kind of statement. I tried to avoid her like a stranger but no matter how hard it takes, she will always find a way to get me back to the social and optimistic me. But I don't know how to feel for my best friends, do I have to be happy for them or treat them like I never knew them.
You sometimes get irritated when you read this love issues, right? Don't blame me, this is how I express what I am feeling. I always see them doing this things but I never ever tried to look at them, you know why? Because I get all teary and angry. It is one of my problems that I can't solve, my other best friend, Mary Joy said a quote "Ang sarap sigurong panoorin ang boyfriend mo at ang best friend mo na inuulanan ng mga...pako, turnilyo, at bomba." I was kinda related to it but seriously, I don't have a boyfriend. I was kinda thinking both of my best friends when she said that quote. I'm pretty sure that would be kind of awful to see... Love is louder, love is powerful...etc. but I don't know if you would understand that. My uncle is always supportive even when he isn't here with me, he understands me because he loves me. But I just don't know who I have to trust."Trust is like a paper. When it's crumpled it will never be back to itself." I have many friends that I can trust, they make me stronger and happier but something is wrong.
When I am angry at someone, I try to avoid them, talk to them but it's more different today. Move on... I have my friends, Mirra, Jharen, Abby, Andrea, Alexis, Genelle, Julia and many more. But I need to do what the elders say "If you don't have anything nice to say, just shut your mouth." I basically do this a lot. I don't usually talk, right? It's because I'm neither shy and I want to think of something happy. This is all based in my experiences. I mean they're my friends, too but I don't think this friendship will work out. I sometimes get lost in my thoughts and I always think of our friendship. Because of them who sometimes boast around about how they love each other, this friendship is falling apart but I do believe this will be fixed one day. I just have to ask an advice from someone.
Love is all we need. I never experienced true love until I saw her. Many agrees to what I say but today? Some of my friends, including me are starting to avoid them. They became boastful and they only care for each other. Oh, I forgot! I don't know if they truly care for us and I hate to think that I will never be friends with them again. They just have to set aside and throw their mean side in the trash and maybe things will work out between all of us.
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