Hola Mis Amigos! This is my first entry for my blog spot and I just want everyone to know my personal experiences.
So, I was just wandering around through the school where I'm studying and I just realized what I did on the first day of our Specialization or we call it 'Specialization Day'. This is what happened: Me and my friend Mirra really wanted to be in Music but what the results say in our assessment test was that we passed Creative Writing. We went to music room and a couple of hours, we got called by a student and we have to go to the Creative Writing/Journalism room. We went to the room and that's where we met Mrs. Recalde (We call her Ma'am Jingle) and she told us we can't be in Music because we didn't even passed it, Mirra did all the talking and I was just sitting in a corner being really quiet. I didn't quite remember everything.
Ma'am Jingle got disappointed to us and she just said go to any class we want. I didn't know what happened to her but I can see that she is hurt that we didn't even wanted to be in her class. I would like to admit that I hate hurting other people's feelings, I just don't have the confidence to say 'Sorry' directly to her. That's why I'm using blog spot, I'm sorry Ma'am for what we did, We truly am sorry. Our SPA Coordinator, Mrs. Dela Cuesta told us to come in the Creative Writing/Journalism Room, me and Mirra went there as soon as possible.
I saw Ma'am Jingle when we got to the room, it's hard for me to look at her, I don't know if she's mad because she is all quiet. Then, my stomach is starting to turn, that's how I feel when I'm nervous. Just then, Mrs. Dela Cuesta said we can't be in Music because yeah, we passed Creative Writing and she told us that afternoon, we are no longer going to be in Music but in Creative Writing. Although, joining in the school Choral is okay.
It was Monday (yesterday) when I was wandering through the whole school ground and also it was recess. I was lost in my world, every time I was thinking of ideas just to write it on my story but suddenly, the thought of Ma'am Jingle angry was flooding my whole brain and I don't know how to apologize! It's been like 2 weeks or so that we've been together and still I didn't took the chance to say sorry to her and Ma'am Jen. Many thoughts were running around in my head, I remembered the time when they picked me to be the Master of Ceremony and I got a little nervous but they said I can do it. I just believed in them and also I thanked my classmates for the support and giving me signs so I can keep myself calm. What calms my blood is seeing Ma'am Jingle and Ma'am Jen supporting me and telling me everything will be fine. That's why I love them so much!
This has been a long entry but I haven't got to do anything yesterday but I managed to tell you my thoughts. I was pretty bored but at the same time inspired to write this entry. All I did yesterday was think, think, and think! I always have thoughts in my head just to make myself happy when I'm sad or lonely. I'm not the kind of girl who is always depressed and always have problems but I am really a quiet kid, quiet I tell you! If you met me, maybe I won't talk to you at all, I'm not very good in social communication. Whatever, I just want to share my thoughts because thinking was all I did that day. And by the way, Ma'am Jingle I know you're gonna read this and I just want to say sorry... Sorry for hurting your feelings as a Creative Writing teacher.
So, I was just wandering around through the school where I'm studying and I just realized what I did on the first day of our Specialization or we call it 'Specialization Day'. This is what happened: Me and my friend Mirra really wanted to be in Music but what the results say in our assessment test was that we passed Creative Writing. We went to music room and a couple of hours, we got called by a student and we have to go to the Creative Writing/Journalism room. We went to the room and that's where we met Mrs. Recalde (We call her Ma'am Jingle) and she told us we can't be in Music because we didn't even passed it, Mirra did all the talking and I was just sitting in a corner being really quiet. I didn't quite remember everything.
Ma'am Jingle got disappointed to us and she just said go to any class we want. I didn't know what happened to her but I can see that she is hurt that we didn't even wanted to be in her class. I would like to admit that I hate hurting other people's feelings, I just don't have the confidence to say 'Sorry' directly to her. That's why I'm using blog spot, I'm sorry Ma'am for what we did, We truly am sorry. Our SPA Coordinator, Mrs. Dela Cuesta told us to come in the Creative Writing/Journalism Room, me and Mirra went there as soon as possible.
I saw Ma'am Jingle when we got to the room, it's hard for me to look at her, I don't know if she's mad because she is all quiet. Then, my stomach is starting to turn, that's how I feel when I'm nervous. Just then, Mrs. Dela Cuesta said we can't be in Music because yeah, we passed Creative Writing and she told us that afternoon, we are no longer going to be in Music but in Creative Writing. Although, joining in the school Choral is okay.
It was Monday (yesterday) when I was wandering through the whole school ground and also it was recess. I was lost in my world, every time I was thinking of ideas just to write it on my story but suddenly, the thought of Ma'am Jingle angry was flooding my whole brain and I don't know how to apologize! It's been like 2 weeks or so that we've been together and still I didn't took the chance to say sorry to her and Ma'am Jen. Many thoughts were running around in my head, I remembered the time when they picked me to be the Master of Ceremony and I got a little nervous but they said I can do it. I just believed in them and also I thanked my classmates for the support and giving me signs so I can keep myself calm. What calms my blood is seeing Ma'am Jingle and Ma'am Jen supporting me and telling me everything will be fine. That's why I love them so much!
This has been a long entry but I haven't got to do anything yesterday but I managed to tell you my thoughts. I was pretty bored but at the same time inspired to write this entry. All I did yesterday was think, think, and think! I always have thoughts in my head just to make myself happy when I'm sad or lonely. I'm not the kind of girl who is always depressed and always have problems but I am really a quiet kid, quiet I tell you! If you met me, maybe I won't talk to you at all, I'm not very good in social communication. Whatever, I just want to share my thoughts because thinking was all I did that day. And by the way, Ma'am Jingle I know you're gonna read this and I just want to say sorry... Sorry for hurting your feelings as a Creative Writing teacher.
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